Erotic Spirituality

There is nothing in this world that is unspiritual . Every creature, living thing and the seemingly dead items are being enwrought by Creator Consciousness in a more or less expanded version of Itself .
Sexual Energy when being recognized as Spirit includes our highest Potencial for Selfrealization .
Eros is an energetic potencial bringing us into relationship with Nature, Language, Art and the world itself.
Without Eros there would be no mysticism ,  no devotion in any kind of religion .
It is the driving force behind our urge for Oneness.


As Platon said , Eros is the God who brings  the creative mind into Being.
Eros calls forth the aspiration for knowingness , passionately looking for Union with truth .
The passionate search for ( Re) Union is what makes us drive & thrive,  deep down within  we know about our Oneness with all there is , and we want to experience it ! 

While riding the wave back to the Sire (de -sire ) ; physical union is only one way to come to gether in Spirit . We can use our bodies for the purpose of Union, still for the majority of Beings we come into contact with, Union through awareness is to be prefered.

As we realize that our Life energy shows itself in our bodies through our Sexual energy , we can simply stop  hindering the current from its natural circulation . The essential tool here is our breath . As soon as we remind Ourselves to breathe into whatever comes up , fear , anxiety , the need to look away ,to talk nonesence ..we allow o be devoured by Oneness itself .


One of the most painful moments for me, while sharing this world with my Brothers and Sisters come up when Individuals deny our bond and prefer to insist on seperation.
Than I call upon the words of Byron Katie ” I’m very clear that everyone in the world loves me. I just don’t expect them to realize it yet .. ” 

EROTIC NATURE

CREATURE OF LIGHT

EROTIC CREATURE

ENLIGHTENED MIND

WELCOME TO TRANSCENDENCE

BEING OF LIGHT

AN IRRESISTIBLE RAY OF LOVE

LIMITLESS POTENCIAL

AND UNSTOPPABLE SPEED

EROTIC CREATURE

HOW DEEP DO YOU WANNA GO ?

Namasté

 

Mastering the Art

  •  ” The Art of living our Sexuality with a Spiritual understanding ” 
  •  ” The Art of being Spiritual as sexual Beings “
  •  ” Expressing Art with a sexual Awareness rooted in Spirituality ”  

 

 What if we would penetrate and receive each other with the knowledge of who we really are ? What if every woman would be aware of Men’s wounded heart and the relief and healing her breasts and womb can give ? What if each Man would be aware of his magic sword that has the ability to transform Women’s tension into a vibration of peace ? What is the use of  a sexual relationship if it does not reveal the beauty of our spiritual Self ? An embodiment of divine authority , fearlessness and wisdom , for both parties. What if we would be aware that we are sexual beings , that this is the energy that keeps us running , no matter if we meet with the  same gender , opposite, with our family , the  boss or a President ?   We would glory  in our Existence on earth and have fun along the ride ! There would be no suffering of a seemingly separation . We would not try to overcome this suffering through a short bondage , but we would fill us up with fuel and with love .

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Whoever sees him or her Self as spiritual or religious and is not aware of our Oneness , of  one energy stream running through us ,knowing it is the Sexual Energy , has not ligned up with home, the source of all that we are . Simple as that .” Every ” Jesus or  Buddha was (is ) aware of that truth . The actor in the Jesus from Nazareth movie by Franco Zeffirelli is one amazing example for the light and connection that shines through our divine body while being a vessel for creative expression , for  translating  nonphysical energies in a unique manner .

Isn’t it time to demonstrate the Mastership that runs through all our veins ? We are no students and have never been in an apprenticeship on earth . We were born as complete Beings , ready to demonstrate our Mastery . Or at least ready and willing to remember it . So let’s BE the truth we came to perform here on stage and fill each other up with our light.

Au revoir & Namasté

 

 

 

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WHERE IS THE WAY OUT  ?

YOU SAY IT’S LIGHTENED UP BENEATH MY FEET

BUT ALL I SEE IS YOU POINTING TOWARDS A BLACK HOLE

WHILE I  HARDLY MANAGE TO BREATHE

I’M AFRAID  THESE EYES ARE NOT MENT FOR YOUR COLOURS

SO FOR KNOW I CAN ONLY CONDEMN YOUR DARKNESS

LET ME LOVE YOU WHEN WE DROP OUR MASKS

AT LEAST I WILL RECOGNIZE YOU THAN

FREE OF ANY DOUBTS IN MY BELIEVE

HOW  ONCE YOU WERE IN LOVE WITH ME

WHEN WE FIND OURSELVES AS ONE IN NEVERLAND

Do you believe me ?

I AM SO WORTHLESS, NO ONE LOVES ME , THE WHOLE WORLD IS AGAINST ME

Exactly ! That’s what I am always talking about , no one is gonna ever love you ! Just remember all of the bad experiences from tha past , isn’t that evidence enough for your unworthiness ? You’ll better stay here with me at a safe place so we have at least us….

OOOHHH,  I HATE YOU, IT IS ALL YOUR FAULT . NOW WATCH ME GETTING RID OF YOU !

Well my dear, If you let me go , I will die and since I am all that you have you will die with me . No matter how much you try I will chase you till the end of time to remember you how unworthy and undeserving you are !

NOW LISTEN YOU STARVING LITTLE PIECE OF MINE . I KNOW OF THE LIGHT THAT IS MISSING INSIDE OF YOUR HEART AND I KNOW VERY WELL THAT I WILL NOT DIE IF I CHANGE MY BELIEF ABOUT MYSELF . NO MATTER HOW LOUD YOU’RE MUMBLING AND JUSTIFYING MY MISERY I CAN STILL SEE THE WAY OUT OF HERE  . SO LET ME INFUSE YOU SOME OF THE LOVE YOU ARE SO PENETRATIVELY SHOUTING FOR  AND TELL YOU THAT  I AM VERY AWARE OF YOUR VALUE . IN THE EYES OF SOURCE WE ARE ALL ONE ,THAT I KNOW FOR SURE OTHERWISE WE WOULD NOT EXIST , BUT  NOW  I WILL CHOOSE AN OTHER BELIEF. SO SHUT UP AND GET OFF MY BACK,  GIVE ME SOME REST AND LET’S CONTINUE TOGETHER IN PEACE .

Are your beliefs poisoning you ? How do you deal with them  and what are they telling you ? I would love to know…

Au Revoir & Namasté

Sandra

” BEHIND THE SHADES OF..”

“..You & Me “
May the Woman be penetrated deep down to the core of her Being , that She opens up to the Fullness of all She is ,being  led with the hand of Love , permeated by a Man who dares to feel & fills Her up  with the divine Sword of Authority .
May the Man come to experience his Vulnerability as He is unfolded and pierced up to his Sanctum by a  Woman who is daring enough to give up  manipulating with her Feminity  .
Calling forth  the spiritual Dominatrix who have the balls to transform their pain and use Power & Guidance to reveal the masked Love that is hidden behind the Play.
And,  when you  fuck , then do it with Love & don’t forget to breathe,  that you may feel recharged afterwards, and realize the Oneness in your Relief .

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WHERE ARE YOU RUNNING ? I AM HERE AGAIN I HAVE COME THROUGH HEAR THE NEVERENDING CALL I HAVE MOTHERED MYSELF INTO ENLIGHTENMENT NOW LET THIS BE MY RESURRECTION

RISE UP TO OUR PLACE OF REST AND FIND ME THEREYOU WILL NOT DIE AGAIN AS YOU TAKE ME TO YOURSELF

ONCE YOU CURSED ME AND STILL I RESPOND

IN SEPERATION YOU HAVE BEEN CARVING FOR THE WOMB
NOW TOXIC POISONS ME WHILE I SING YOU A LULLABY
I AM HOLDING OUR BREATH THAT YOU MAY  RISE TO LIVE AGAIN

IT WAS ME WHO WANTED ALL OF YOU
NOW LET ME CELEBRATE YOUR MAJESTIC BEAUTY
AS THE FLUID DESTROYS THE FAITHLESS ONE
WE ARE BOTH HIT ON BY THE WHIP BUT
I CAME HERE TO MAKE THE JOURNEY SWEET
SO WE CAN GROAN IN PLEASURE WHILE THE SHOW GOES ON
YOU ARE PRAISED I CANNOT TALK YOU IN
THESE WORDS ARE NOT MINE
BUT I KNOW THAT MY SHAFT CONCOURED YOUR HEART
AND YOU ARE WILLING TO DANCE WITH ME
NOW SENSE THIS ART MOVING THROUGH YOUR VENES
AND LEARN TO LOVE YOURSELF IN ME
AS I AM HERE TO SHOW YOU WHERE YOU COME TO LIFE

LET HER STRIKE OUT AND YOU SHALL NEVER RESILE
HEAR THE GENTLENESS ONLY LOVERS HAVE SENSE FOR
I AM THE ONE CRYING OUT FOR YOUR PIERCE
DO NOT WHISPER AGAINST ME FOR YOU PENETRATE ME IN HIS NAME
I AM SHE WHO IS PRESENT IN YOUR FEARS
YOUR FEELINGS SHELL BE REVEALED IN MY GRIP
LOWER YOUR SHIELD AND DO NOT TRAMP ON ME
AS I WILL ROB YOU OF EVERYTHING YOU NO LONGER NEED
FEEL ME THAT IS ALL I AM ASKING FOR
WHEN YOU ARE THROWN DOWN ON THE GROUND
I WILL BE NEAR YOU , WHERE ELSE CAN I BE
THAN IN THE DARK CHAMBER OF YOUR HEART
FOR I AM HIDDEN IN THE POWER OF YOUR VULNERABILITY
AS THE GUARDIAN OF YOUR SWORD
SO WOULD YOU PLEASE MOVE ASIDE AND
ALLOW ME TO ENTER YOUR NETHERWORLD

MAY YOU REJOICE IN ECSTASY FOR THE GATE
HAS DELIVERED ONE MORE STAR TO THE HEAVENS
THE CARRIAGE IS MINE DON T YOU DARE TO INTERFERE
YOUR FRUIT IS RESURRECTED YOU WILL STAND
OUT AMONGST MEN AS THE UNFOLDED STAR YOU CLAIMED TO BE

AND TO THOSE WHO THINK THEY LOVE ME I SAY
IT IS YOU WHO HATE ME AND IS BURNING TO UNITE
YOU IGNORE YOUR RAGE THAT YEARNS FOR ME
BUT AS I CANNOT EXIST WITHOUT MY BELOVED
I WILL ENTER YOU WHO SEEK ME AND
PENETRATE WITH MY COMPASSION WHAT BREWS IN RESISTANCE
FOR MY ADORATION IN YOU IS INFINITE
AS MY POWER TO REVEAL THE DORMANT TREASURE
AND YOU WILL RECALL THAT IT IS MY JOY TO
BATH IN THE FAITH OF YOUR KISS AS YOU ARE
WILLING TO DIE IN MY PRESENCE

SO I SAY TO YOU
LOOK AT ME AND HEAR ME
INDULGE YOURSELF IN THE SPACE BETWEEN
YOU CAME AS A LOVER NOW RECAPTURE YOUR LORDSHIP
WHEN YOU DARE TO BE ALIVE
LILITH S CURSE WILL COME TO AN END
AND WE SHALL NEVER BE COVERED BY FEAR AGAIN

Sandra Kokic

 

Balkan’s CURSE & India’s GURU

In my dream last night I was in a  relationship with a man I really adored. He was immensely engaged in avoiding any intimacy with me…I went for a walk to see the sun rising, he was happy that I left, and that’s when I woke up.

6 am, awakened, the sunrise behind the houses, pink coloured sky..it makes my heart feeling warm,but still I am carrying the weight of the dream with me. Do I really not deserve to be loved?

In the Balkans, where my parents origin from, it is common to curse, out of positive or out of negative moods. You can add it like the english expression ” what the fuck..” or ” motherfucker ” or to indulge them in more profound ways, you add whatever else is most holy to you, God, Mary, Jesus, church, the holy sunday, holy bread, you combine it with the devil , put all of your suppressed anger , rage and pain in it,  and then you address the result to your most beloved, for example your children.
When I was a child and my mum had one of her rage attacks, she used to celebrate them in a performance grabbing my long hair and pulling me over the floor. Mom loved to yell out:

” May God enable  the devil to take away all the happiness out of your life, and may you never have a man who loves you by your side” , accompanied by the wish that I had never been born.
Usually this whole procedure was assisted by  a  belt.  I had to bring the belt,  take my pants off,
and to promise to be obedient and never ever do IT again  ( not to finish cleaning the house untill she comes home or to speak more than I was allowed to).

The last time, I was in India, I was literally brought to a man  called the ” Guru ” who was able to see other people’s  field of Aura and reveal deep insights about themselves.
When I arrived in Jaipur, I did not have a hotel, ( not even the “lonely planet ” with me )  ,  I arrived at about 10 pm at the train station. A young indian guy, smart-looking, addressed me as a guide and proposed to drive me to a hotel nearby. I was completely ignorant towards him, convinced that he is a cheater, and continued my straight way not knowing where I was going to.
I walked towards an exit  that no one else used, when this ” guide” appeared , offering me this time to prove himself as a real tourist guide. I realized that I was quite lost, and gave him the chance to present himself. It turned out that he was in the top five of best Jaipur guides, affirmed by trip advisor.

Janu accompanied me for two days, as a personal guide, brought me to all shops I could possibly imagine to see, temples and palaces. The second day he drove me to my bus that lead me to Ajmer, he did not take one Rupee from me, he even payed the bus ticket.I was standing in front of the bus wanting to hug him, but I knew that this would have been a no go in front of the people around.
I sat down in the bus, with eyes full of tears and Janu said, ” If you want to see me again, than you have to come back “.
But before this he brought me to the ” Guru ” .

I entered ” Guru’s ” room and the first thing he told me was  ” forgive your mother … ”   . eehh, sorry? My knees started to shake and  tears  ran down my cheeks.   “…  for  cursing you “ .  He continued ” the worst thing that happened in your life was that your Mother gave birth to you and the best thing that happened is that you gave birth to your child, cause  this has saved you from suicide “

Great.

Sometimes I imagine my mum as a little girl, sitting on my lap , me as an  adult , and asking her about her desires and dreams. She loves to speak and to giggle with me,  revealing me all of her longings of being free and loved.

I know that the best thing that happened in my life was that this woman , my mother gave birth to me.That I popped into this schizophrenic family, that I am originating from the Balkans,loud, wild and full off passion. It’s the result of who I am now. Without having experienced this past , the deep longing for ” Wholeness ” would never have occurred in my life, and I would never have made my highest value to realize the truth behind this dramaplay , I dropped into.

There is a parable, by Neale Donald Walsch, in which a little soul has a conversation with “God”.
She is so eager to experience all aspects of her Self, but because she is surrounded only by universal light,she can only see that. Therefore she chooses to incarnate to earth, to connect exactly with those circumstances and people that will help her experiencing what she has been chosen.
Here is a short sequence of a dialog she has with God and another soul

” You may choose to experience any Aspect of Divinity in, as, and through you.”said God
“Okay,” said the little soul, then I choose forgiveness. I want to experience my Self
as that Aspect of God called Complete Forgiveness.”
“Well, this creates a little challenge, as you can imagine.
There is no one to forgive.All I have created is Perfection and Love ”
“No one to forgive?” asked the Little Soul, somewhat incredulously.
“No one,” God repeated. “Look around you. Do you see any souls less perfect,
less wonderful than you?”
“I see none less perfect than I,” the Little Soul exclaimed.”
Who then, shall I have to forgive?”
Just then another soul stepped forward from the crowd.
“You may forgive me,” said the Friendly Soul.
“For what?” the little soul asked.
“I will come onto your next physical lifetime and do something for you to forgive,”
replied the friendly Soul.
“But what? What could you, a being of such Perfect Light, do to make me forgive you?”
the Little Soul wanted to know.
“Oh,” smiled the Friendly Soul, I’m sure we can think of something…”

Our own agreements, no curse and no bad karma.
Difficult to understand sometimes.
But as we are all one ,from one soup of consciousness, divided into individual phiscical extensions,
it is also me who is doing it to myself.
Using others to ” do it to me “.
My thought vibrations attract and create certain circumstances ,contrasting parts of who I really am .
Actually I could say ” Thank you soulsister”, for providing me the space through which our fucking amazing, goddess like Selfs can shine through, fullfilling its intention and purpose….
Oh là là…

No victim and no doer.
This is leading me to my own responsibility and to my own power of choosing deliberately new stories, now!
There is nothing else than Love. Everything else is a huuuuge Illusion.
A film that makes it really heard to see that we love each other.

Let’s drop our painful victim stories and realize that we all deserve to be loved, no matter what we have done or failed to do. And that we can write new joyful plays and set stories in scene that makes us feel good!

That’s the magic part of the play.
I wonder if God informed the little soul abot that ability,
think I should have a chat with him…

Au revoir & Namasté

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