Erotic Spirituality

There is nothing in this world that is unspiritual . Every creature, living thing and the seemingly dead items are being enwrought by Creator Consciousness in a more or less expanded version of Itself .
Sexual Energy when being recognized as Spirit includes our highest Potencial for Selfrealization .
Eros is an energetic potencial bringing us into relationship with Nature, Language, Art and the world itself.
Without Eros there would be no mysticism ,  no devotion in any kind of religion .
It is the driving force behind our urge for Oneness.


As Platon said , Eros is the God who brings  the creative mind into Being.
Eros calls forth the aspiration for knowingness , passionately looking for Union with truth .
The passionate search for ( Re) Union is what makes us drive & thrive,  deep down within  we know about our Oneness with all there is , and we want to experience it ! 

While riding the wave back to the Sire (de -sire ) ; physical union is only one way to come to gether in Spirit . We can use our bodies for the purpose of Union, still for the majority of Beings we come into contact with, Union through awareness is to be prefered.

As we realize that our Life energy shows itself in our bodies through our Sexual energy , we can simply stop  hindering the current from its natural circulation . The essential tool here is our breath . As soon as we remind Ourselves to breathe into whatever comes up , fear , anxiety , the need to look away ,to talk nonesence ..we allow o be devoured by Oneness itself .


One of the most painful moments for me, while sharing this world with my Brothers and Sisters come up when Individuals deny our bond and prefer to insist on seperation.
Than I call upon the words of Byron Katie ” I’m very clear that everyone in the world loves me. I just don’t expect them to realize it yet .. ” 

EROTIC NATURE

CREATURE OF LIGHT

EROTIC CREATURE

ENLIGHTENED MIND

WELCOME TO TRANSCENDENCE

BEING OF LIGHT

AN IRRESISTIBLE RAY OF LOVE

LIMITLESS POTENCIAL

AND UNSTOPPABLE SPEED

EROTIC CREATURE

HOW DEEP DO YOU WANNA GO ?

Namasté

 

Alexandra

LOVE ME

I’LL REVEAL MY SECRETS TO YOU

LIBERATE ME IN ANYTHING YOU WANT

EXPRESS ME

EXPERIENCE YOURSELF

EXPAND INTO ME

FROM NOW ON INVULNERABLE

WILL IT MAKE ME HAPPY ?

YES.

 

Dance with your soul !

DANCE WHEN YOU’RE BROKEN OPEN. DANCE IF YOU’VE TORN THE BANDAGE OFF. DANCE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FIGHTING. DANCE IN YOUR BLOOD . DANCE WHEN YOU’RE PERFECTLY FREE.

Thank You Rumi !

Turn on the music & start to move, wherever it may take you , the deeper you go the more your soul gets to swing with you . Do it when you’re depressed , when you’re angry or so happy that you don’t know what to do with the energy . Or go to a dance gathering , like the “5 Rhythms” , a dance meditation ,  connect to the rhythms of your heartbeat , roar, groove and dance your ass of , like me this evening…and you’ll sleep like a happy baby.

Dance as  our religion.. what if ?

Au revoir & Namasté

Sandra

Divine Rage

” The flame that you are burns eternally and no matter how bright you allow yourself to become , it will never go out…”

And if you don’t set proper boundaries that  allow you to follow your personal flame of excitement , you’ll freak out and store tombs of anger in the depths of your body -bones and heart . No silent sitting / observing and affirming Meditation will get you out of  there.  Either you allow yourself to go with your desires , that’s why you are angry in first place you chose the non deserving victim  , or you release the negative emotions . God bless cathartic Meditations . How sweet and true the love is that we experience after we  cry our tears and let the curses flow . May the drama pass by and the light of alertness  sort out our painful memories and bring us on an authentic and natural way towards the line with our source . If we skip the step , our actions and words will be fake , and make us even more angry as we don’t get anywhere near our flame of light  . All that  mindful practise and I am still pissed off !

There is the King of all guides, the big time Guru named ” Emotion ” .The ultimate Master of guidance . Ask Him or Her ,how does it feel doing what you are aiming to do , now in this moment ? Do you feel a tingling in your guts when you think about going there, wearing this, watching that , meeting with , eating that ? You don’t feel excited  ?  Then for god’s sake have the balls to take the option that feels best . Why ? Because it is the home of source , Love , God that speaks to us through the frequency of passion and excitement.  It is time to answer the call of joy and ride the wave of fun, everything less than contentment and passion is a waste of energy and sucks the life out of us . Except we see it as a stepping stone or a mindful meditation,if so let’s go and have some fun punching  pillows  before work , get our self to dance like a freak and speak out the words we are usually not daring to say . And after that the Good Mornig , Ooom and Yes will eventually become authentic and loving our neighbour as ourself will finally make sense and could be very sweet…

Au revoir & Namasté

Sandra

“Dear Sandra..” a letter from my 8 year old self

Today I wrote a letter to my self, me at the age of 8 . To me at the age of 36.

” Dear Sandra,

When I have grown up and I am an adult, I want to be a real woman. I want you  to be completely free and  I want you to do what ever you desire to. I hope that you are allowed to dress beautifully and that you have planty of amazing clothes.

I want to dance a LOT. I want to dress up and masquerade and I want to be allowed to speak a lot.

I do not want to ” have to ” .

I do not want to do what others want me to, in the way that they want.

And Mom and my brother, are not allowed to be angry with me ever again, and they are not allowed to beat me.

I want you to move far away from them and that you never come back again.

Yours Sandra

eight years ”

smart little girl. I was sitting in a café today when I wrote it, I read it for myself and tears went down my cheeks. One of my tasks I was completing, of my work book

” The  Artist’s way ” by Julia Cameron. A guide to activate the creativity and to reconnect with our inner child.

I am working with the book the third time ( to finish the book one needs three months, as it is a structured work book).For the first time I am completing the task of  having a date with my inner child,  the so called artist’s date,  what means , taking time once in a week for two hours , and to do things that your inner child loves doing ! I was not able to take this time before, and I always had excuses like, I do not need it, I am already well connected, and I know how to be playful, blabla . I was terrifed actually to meet this needy child inside of me, that got lost somewhere on the way. To see her lying alone  , being sad, crying,  I think this would have killed me, I could not have dealed with her before..I did not know how to behave, what to give her..

Once when I was in the beautiful Osho meditation ressort in Pune ( India ), doing a personal session with one of the amazing facilitators over there, the woman asked me during the session ( when I was in Trance) , to embrace the pillow she put on my chest, that represented my inner child.( Before we went on a journey in imagination to meet my parents..) It took me minutes to do so, I was lying there as crucified,weeping, dramatising, unable to embrace this pillow!

Yesterday, I had one artist’s date, and we bought Disney artwork to colour! I  loved to do this as a child. And we also bought amazing 3D stickers of mermaids…..aaah so sweet . I sticked them on my laptop, my fridge, and the book ” the artist’s way” next to the pic of myself at the age of five…

Thank you little girl for being so patient with me, for waiting for me all these years. I was so busy, so ignorant, denying you most of the time.  I am still learning you know…I will do my best to stay in contact with you, to let you play as much as you desire,allow you  to dance as wild as you wish and to allow you and myself to  follow our joy.

I love you

SK

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