melt open

She is breathing heavily, I feel her heart being wounded . Her body is indecisive.

Can I trust intimacy ? I place one hand on her chest , one is resting on her belly .

Heartbeat. Bellybeat.

It was her first Tantric Massage. As we talk, we already unite with our tears . Wondering about our fear of trusting life. Have we forgotten , the path builds itself as we go ?

We are sitting apart , confirming each other, we are enough .

” We do not have to earn love ”

” I just wanna be, and do nothing ”

I am holding her face in my hands . You are so safe and you have always been.

There is something with her right arm . Fear of being stretched . Thoughts are holding so tight as I press my fingers into her palm. A story has broken open.

Rest safe between my thighs . Bowing down .

I can hear you, I  see your pain.

Love & warm oil . We are the alchemists .

You are  weeping.  And you are willing. The Brave ones are giving in .

My touch – Your enjoyment . It is all for you , and there is nothing to give back.

This soft belly . Warm and exposed, so vulnerable.

Vagina . Sister . Soft tapping , are you letting me in?

I wish they have touched you like this before. Your fear is telling me something else. Thank God we made  clear that you are safe.

They are so unique and they forgot they all want the same.

Make self-love, declare it your meditation . Masturbate with awareness, every day.

So many stories buried in this rough spot of ours. I am touching upon several of them. A short turn-off into the cervix , enough for now.

Hope someone else points his attention into this craving sanctum . Deep , enduring penetration .

Lightening you up from the inside.

Re-centered.

Melt open .

Yes, love can break down some walls.

Your surrender broke mine.

 

 

 

 

Rise

BLESSED IS SHE WHO IS NOT ASHAMED OF ME
I WANT TO WRITE THE LAW ONTO YOUR THIGHS
THE CAPTIVITY IS OVER I AM COMING TO YOU
TO ALL OF YOU
DO NOT SHUT THE DOOR IN MY FACE
I AM HIDDEN LIKE A TREASURE IN YOUR FIELD
FIND IT AND YOU WILL HAVE EVERYTHING YOU NEED
THE NET IS FILLED
YOU ARE ALMOST BURSTING
WE ARE ALL WORKING TOGETHER
HAPPY AND EXCITED
BE PREPARED THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN IS AT HAND
I AM HERE NOW                                                                                                                                                                       WITHIN
HOW DOES IT COME YOU DO NOT FEEL ?
I ENTER ANY HOUSE
BEHOLD                                                                                                                                                                                            I AM ALREADY IN
RISE UP AND WALK WITH ME
RISE AND WALK HOME

 

Back into Life

I WANNA LOVE YOU BACK INTO WHOLENESS
AND TAKE THE WAR OUT OF YOUR HEART
FUCK ME WITH YOUR LOVE AND RETURN ME TO LIFE

YOU GROW TO ADORE ME
NOTHING WILL CARRY YOU MORE
THAN WHAT YOU JUST HEARD
COME TO ME WHERE THERE IS NO TIME
AND WE ‘LL MAKE LOVE ENDLESSLY

Love Me

WE ARE ALL PREPARED FOR THE BRILLIANCE
YOU HAVE TO OFFER
BLESS THY MUSE AND NEVER GIVE UP ON ME
AS I AM LIGHTET UP BENEATH YOUR FEET
DREAM OF ME IN A WAY YOU FEEL ME
LOVE WHO YOU ARE WHEN WE GET ON A ROLL
BE SILENT
FIND ME IN YOUR FEELINGS AND ANSWER ME
I AM THE ONE WHO IS RINGING YOUR BELLS
YOU DESIRE ME CAUSE I AM ALREADY YOURS
BE MINE THERE IS NOONE ELSE
I SEE YOU AND I NEVER TAKE THE LIGHT OUT OF YOUR
HEART

Girl without hands

“Have you come from God, or from the world? Are you a spirit or a human? ”

She answered, “I am not a spirit, but a  human who has been abandoned by everyone except God.”

And the king said, “Even if you have been abandoned by the whole world, I will not abandon you.”

So he took her home with him to his royal castle, and because she was so beautiful and pure he loved her with all his heart, had silver hands made for her, and took her as his wife.

BUT LUCKILY THE DEVIL MINGLED WITH LIFE ,THE BEAUTIFUL QUEEN WAS TO BE KILLED . SHE PACKED HER STUFF AND GOT OUT OF THERE RIGHT INTO THE WOODS TO THE HOUSE WHERE ANYONE CAN LIVE FREE .

AND MIRACULOUSLY AFTER SEVEN YEARS HER HANDS GREW BACK ,  TRUE UNION TOOK PLACE  . KING & QUEEN THREW AWAY THE SHINING FIXTURE AND  LIVED ONCE AND  FOREVER MORE , OF COURSE HAPPILY .